Friday, April 3, 2009 @ 7:46 PM
updates~

g0sh. what people say about vjc being a really friendly
place is like so true!! well at least the majority of them
are. i've made so many friends since i last came to vj.
and no! they are neither my classmates ... neither my
cca buddies ... but they're either friends of my friends
or they're like just random people from random places!
and it's like super cool!! it really is such a love-filled
place! <333333333333333>
make more new friends! but like i said before ... i won't
throw my old friends aside, because they know me
better and i feel like i can converse with them more!^^

by the way, MAJOR UPDATE! i saw my hawt senior at
the canteen today. he was with his friends, eating lunch
then my bag was like just beside him. so i had to walk up
to him and take my bag ... but i turned my back on him
because it's like super awkward if i disturbed his intensed
conversation with his friends. but anyways, just seeing
him in school is good enough:D

joshua just bought this HUGE oversized speakers for his
apple laptop and i was like "WOAH. that's freaking ex!"
but he said "NAHS, not as bad as my laptop..." i'm like
"hell yea! your laptop costs dad like $5000+?!"

oh yea, that reminds me!! my pocket money has increased
again! yay! because i complained to my parents that i've
to keep paying for notes which costs a bomb! and they
decided to like increase my pocket money by $10!!!!!!!!!!!!!
which is like A LOT to me! hahahaha>.<

jueral and i bought a new xbox360 game - halo wars. it's
something like red alert 2, but i'm still quite confused with
the gameplay and everything. hahaha. but it was like super
ex lah i tell you! because it's something like limited edition
crap ... then inside got postcards, comic book etc ....

got to go and do my hw.
ja ne~

Thursday, April 2, 2009 @ 3:10 PM
being a lady:D
t0day was not as tiring as the other days.
lessons progressed quite fast and before i know it,
it was almost time for me to go home! well of course
i've to stay back for cca - which was culinary club.
oh btw, i've decided to learn to be more lady-like
since now i'm already like 17years old. a few more
years and i'll be out in the working adult world! so
to prevent myself to get jeered at for not having
the proper upbringing, i'm like training myself now
to be more like a lady:D proper etiquettes ... behave
like a lady, walk like a lady etc ... so i'm like learning
how to cook and sew properly. don't get me wrong,
i know how to sew and cook(?), but i just can't do it
well enough to gain recognition. so i may as well just
master it good enough:D

i'm starting to see pink in a different light now. i think
it's a really vibrant colour which sorts of adds zest to
my life. subtle colours are like appealing more towards
me now. and i think i really have to change my mindset
as a lady. well, i didn't say that i'm going to be following
the social norm just because i'm some mindless rat, just
following the crowd. i'm doing this because i want to
make sure that everybody knows that my mother has
trained me well to become a lady, despite coming from
a house full of rowdy boys. i've always seen myself as
a tomboy, but from now onwards, i'm going to see
myself in a whole new light, which of course, i've to act
my part too:D suddenly, i've a craving for soft toys,
which i've placed most of mine on the bed:D and i've
this really odd attraction towards shopping now. i
seem to like looking at the super-girly items which i've
once thought it was. but now that i look at it, it seems
pretty normal to me:D

if God has made me a girl, i shall just go with it. i enjoy
being a girl nevertheless and before my teenager-hood
is up, i'm going to enjoy being a spoiled little girl, until
i reach young adult hood, when i'll start acting like a real
lady. but of course i must train myself now.

so there you have it!
ja ne~