 Friday, February 27, 2009 @ 1:26 PM...
listening to: memoirs
by: m2u source: djmaxportable2 alright. i'm like super hooked on this game right now. haha:D i managed to like clear a level 7 song without breaking my combo!!! and the speed was around 2-2.5 totally rock on! anyways, on a more important note here ... heehee *giggles* i saw my hawt senior in the cheerleading room on wednesday. then he was talking to his friend, but he saw me walking past the room, then he smiled. i was like "YAY!" haha^^ so anyways, i already passed my really girly present to my senior ... i hope it's ok. because it's those kind of jars which you put pretty colourful stones inside. but i put stones and sweets inside. haha.so now i'm still waiting for his reply. i didn't go to school today because i had ... *ahems* so anyways i went to see the doctor and got mc for two days ... today and tomorrow! bec i told the doctor that i had cca tomorrow, then she say it's better for me to rest:D then today i totally pangseh my friend for cross country. her name is jasmine blundell. awesome name right? she's a really crazy sweet girl^^ then some stuff happened which made me really pissed off with THAT guy. it has something to do with jasmine and THAT guy ... and i was really angry at THAT guy, but i shall not say it here and now. at first i thought that guy was really nice because he gave me this really awesome keychain because i was "screaming" at him at how nice his keychain was. but then, after what happened today, my opinion of him totally changed, i hope my hawt senior isn't like that, or else i don't think i will like him anymore. anyways beside that, i'm like going to slap THAT guy on monday. just watch out, i'm totally serious! well ... today is a rather boring day, because i'm all alone at home doing nothing. and my psp is charging right now. *sobssobs* later there is this 4L gathering but i don't think i will be going since i'm ill. damn it. why is it that my illness always come at the wrong timings? grrrrr. well that's all for today. toodles~ |
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Monday, February 23, 2009 @ 9:10 PM friends~
listening to: under the darkness
by: c.g mix mood: so-so ... i think charlton is such a sweet guy. it's like today go parkway parade with some ppl, but i sort of lost my way there. then charlton and jiew peng specially went back to the bus stop to find me. i was like so touched!!! then later i carrying some stuff then i sort of ask charlton whether can help me carry, then he like carry without grumbling!! <3 he's such a sweet guy! haha:D alright more details coming up. today i was suppose to go parkway parade with deannie, keshaya, leonard, charlton and jiew peng to buy shanna and van.koh presents. then at first i told them i don't wanna go, but then i changed my mind. but they reach there le. so i took the bus myself and when i reached the stop, i was totally lost. then charlton and jiew peng like back tracked all the way to the bus stop just to find me!!! so sweet right? <333333333333 alright. so after catching up with the rest, i asked leonard about his ... thingy. then he told me practically everything ... well i guess it's his choice in the end and everything. well he seem to be doing really well as he got over it pretty quickly. other than that, he seems to be a really nice guy. (btw he cut his hair, and he looks more matured now^^) then deannie and keshaya went to pastamania to eat their dinner. while i showed leonard, charlton and jiew peng some videos on my psp and they LURVE it! heehee^^ well, before that, in school, leonard keeps waving this really awesome katekyo hitman reborn handphone strap in my face and i was soooooo jealous!!!!!! because it was the sky chain and i lurve the crest!!!!! then at parkway parade, he showed me into comics connection and pointed out where he got it from. and the handphone strap he had was out of stock!!! so sad!! *cries* but he said he will buy one for me if he ever sees one. yay! then throughout the trip, we just kept crapping about anime and anime and more anime. oohhh.. we also talked about games like dmc4 on xbox360 and he said he would help me complete the game!!!!! double yays! all in all i think the guys in my class are really sweet guys who seem to have a good sense of humour ... unlike the guys from 4L, hahahXD and now, for the main topic. i feel that the ppl in my class seems slightly more "crazy" than the 3L/4L ppl. so i'm still readjusting myself. lawls. but i feel that if i can accept a certain some one (ain't going to say her name) back in 4L, or even accept some one from the entire sec4 08 cohort, i feel that i can bring myself to accept the ppl in my class 09a12, because these ppl are actually really nice and my class really bonded a lot these past few weeks. of course i will not neglect my most awesome best 1a`05 buds like eunice, adeline, jasmine etc .... who has been my side for like 4years and counting, the things they have done for me is like uncountable throughout these years and it's like they are by my side most of the time ... of course my good friends like christopher, felicia lim, rachel lim, jeanette, christina, leona and yingzhi etc ... whom i've share my troubles with them and vice versa. but i can't really just stick with them forever right? so i've decided to really step out of my comfort zone and make peace with these ppl. (haha) and they are really friendly ppl. it's like i've already found another person who LURVES anime and games - leonard. my sweet sweet small boys - charlton and jiew peng. the OUTRIGHT hilarious person - melissa. the quiet, shy BEAUTY - valerie. i've found another CRAZY enthusiastic person - jasmine. a LOUD yet matured person - kimberly. DRAMA KING - dominic. the always CHEERFUL - shanna and van.koh one who LURVES jerald khoo - siyun the awesomeLY TALL - deannie sweet-looking and CUTE - cathlin another person who loves japan guys and think takuya kimura is HAWT - rashiqa the MATURED - keshaya RESPONSIBLE and refined - sophie the girl who admires HAWT guys from vjc - vino the silent JOKER - satish a school-loving student - victoria (lol victoria junior college mahhh) pardon me for any spelling errors for their names, but these will be the ppl i'll be with for 2 years. and i'll definitely treasure them no matter who they are, or what personality they have. but of course i will not just throw my awesome friends aside just because i've new ones. you can say it's more like expanding my social network but i will never neglect any of my good friends. this is the first step to making new friends - acknowledging their weaknesses, strengths, their personalities and accepting them no matter who they are. if i dont like their personalities, i can't say much ... but if i'm their really good friend, i will definitely tell them. of course this only applies when more than one person feels the same way, if not it would be typical stereotyping lah!!!! whatever the case is ... I LURVE 09A12!!!!! i mean my class is like super famous for being enthu and out-going bec we like totally own the other classes in some outdoor rumble. and even though it's like 5plus in the evening, my class is still bustling with energy. and every day in the canteen, they will always be full of life. and i'll definitely be absorbed in their craziness.. so look out world! here comes 09A12!!!! hahah:D |
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Saturday, February 21, 2009 @ 2:55 AM 2nd chances
listening to: under the darkness
by: C.G mix mood: up and kicking! ohmygawd! this song is freaking nice man!!!!! cg mix has such a sexy voice and the tune just fits with his seductive voice lor! (even though this song is like the theme song for one yaoi game ... i still lurve it!) i've downloaded a few more games into my psp which has an upgraded memory drive of 8gb! but i still feel it's quite small ... -.-" new games i've downloaded are brave story - awesome graphics and beautiful scenery. reminds me a lot of tales of vesperia. i added bleach heat the soul 5 again because i thought that since i've extra space so why not add it in? hahaha i also added final fantasy crisis core because what would my life be without hawt guys from crisis core? CLOUD STRIFE is <3 another new game would be guilty gear xx accent core - i've always love arc story works. they like produced battle fantasia which was stunning and their creation of guilty gear always make me go gaga! haha^^ some ppl might not like guilty gear, but the reason why i LURVE it is because of one character inside - kykiske. sexy dude, sexy voice, sexy body, sexy attacks. can't really compare him with ashley though, because ashley tends to be more open than kiske. hahaXD i also downloaded yggdra union but the game was not that nice. even though the style of art was cute and anime-ish like, but the game is just about using cards to fight, which is not exactly my type of game ... ^-^" alright. just finished the letter for my senior ... and i've already bought a present for him. it was a jar which i put star-shaped stones inside, along with sweets:D i hope he will like it^^ so i'm going to give it to him like on monday ... anyways this post has nothing to do with my awesome senior ... it's about 2nd chances. i've to say that i've been blessed with so many 2nd chances in my whole life. for example, olvls. i was like slacking off 90% of the time, yet God granted me grace to enter vjc. i felt i was totally unworthy to receive such results lah ... it's like making me freaking guilty, but my mum told me to move on and repay God in other means, like being faithful to him etc. another example, friends. i know i've been like a shitty friend towards most of my friends, yet they're still willing to stick along with me etc etc ... it's like they're always giving me chances to savour our friendship and i'm really grateful about that. another example, bgr. well i shall not elaborate on this, but i just have to say that i've been given a lot of chances to fall in love again ... and this time, i must not screw it up. most of my relationships have always been on rocky grounds which lasted only for 2months max? i like totally lost my self confidence ... but now i've been given another chance ... so vanessa tan! don't ever screw this one up!!! some times i wonder whether i deserve such bliss to be given chance after chance to save something dear to me. and it's a miracle that i actually manage to survive most of them. i know that once the time comes when 2nd chances are no longer available, i must rely on my strength, along with God's grace, and whether i can save the chance depends on my trust in myself and in God. i don't know why ... but my heart is fluttering whenever i'm with HIM. (not talking about my senior, but he does make my heart flutter too) i don't want to admit that it's love ... but when the time comes, i'll know. i can only hope that you will be single until then ... i know i sound so evil by saying that ... but i must be sure of myself ... /////////////////////////////////////////// |
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Sunday, February 15, 2009 @ 2:02 AM happy valentine's day!
"don't be mean!" - raven
today was a rather hectic day so i'll just keep it short and sweet. happy valentine's day to everyone out there! be it the singles or the attached. and i wanna thank the guys in 09a12 for being such gentlemen for giving me flowers:D (i shall post a something really lame at the end of everything) so anyways. today i met up with jasmine and adeline at long johns. then i gave them their vday present while they gave me mine^^ adeline's one was yummy! jasmine's one was cute! then we went to my house to study. we were seriously studying for the first hour, until i whipped out my psp. haha i wanted to play my final fantasy game!^^ so anyways ... adeline and jasmine started playing with my psp. and they only played djmax. they kept spamming the buttons so furiously i thought my psp was going to break. it was really a scary sight. but you should have seen joshua playing on extreme lvl. he's actually quite pro in it, but he hasn't been playing for quite some time, so he said he lost his skills. hah. when it came to dinner, we sat around the dining table and ate while talking random stuff. like sharing about what happened in school etc etc. then we also pulled out some old 1a,2a gossips which we still find them hilarious. adeline kept telling me about FIG (trust me, you wouldn't want to know about her) in her class and how scary she was ... which kind of made me freaked out. then jasmine and i thought that may be one day when we finished school early, we can drop by mjc to catch up with the other ahs ppl:D we talked for practically 3hours. around 8pm - 11pm. hiong right? this means we have a lot to catch on and i'm glad we met up:) and jasmine keeps bullying my baby chibi L! she keeps making him look like he cut doll fringe which so doesn't suit him at all! *cries* then adeline and jasmine keep bullying cloud as well ... -.-" well today we didn't do much because adeline and jasmine kept playing with my psp which seems like the battery is going to die out soon ... and them being quite hiong with my psp makes my heart break. haha it's hardly even one week old. o.O but never mind ... i mean it's like only once a week which they will come to my house to mug for alvls (fast right?) so i guess a little break for them will do them good. i also remembered jasmine telling me of all the hawt seniors whom she saw so far and we have one hawt senior in common! haha (i've about 3 hawt seniors btw!) how do i define hawt? well, there are many guys who are handsome and cute in vjc, but then it's only some of them who stands out ... and most of them have a good attitude which makes them different from the rest. and so that is my definition of being hawt. -being able to look good yet evoking strong firery emotions within ppl using their unique personalities. psp! psp! psp! psp! psp! haha don't mind me. i'm just so obsessed with my psp that my 360 feels lonely at one corner. at least he has the plasma screen tv and the internet router to talk to. i intend to buy the 8gb memory card so that i can play more games inside! and having the CARD makes all shopping life so much easier! i tried using the CARD today and many ppl were actually quite shocked when they saw me using the CARD. i don't get what's so shocking lor. i mean other ppl already got the CARD when they are in secondary school lor. so i'm not the extreme case already ok? haha:D right. on with the super, secret, awesome, exciting topic i was mentioning at the beginning. alright. see here, i don't really mingle with some of the girls in my class because i find them extremely enthu is everything they do. it's a good and bad thing if you know what i mean. then i also don't really talk to the guys because i don't want to seem like some desperate girl seeking attention. so yesterday ... i was sitting outside the library with a few classmates ... half of my class went inside the library to study while the others stayed outside ... and i was probably the only one not doing any work. i was sort of playing my psp when the guy who lifted me up princess style came talking to me. well because we had a common topic, we chatted for quite some time. then the really handsome guy (according to the class girls) approached me and told me that i was surprisingly chatty when it came to that topic. he added that i seemed like the very emo type who hardly talks to anyone. then i was like "where got? it's just that i'm not exactly the very hyper-active girl like the others ..." haha:D then the handsome dude and i started talking like practically everything that relates to the topic we were talking about ... we talked and talked and talked ... and then he told me that i should go to his house some day to like check out his awesome console games. i was like "sure ..." then he asked me where i lived and i told him tampines and i asked him the same thing, but then i forgot where he stayed le. haha-.-" then he was like "maybe i can go to your house too, during the march holidays or something ..." i was like "sure ..." haha 0(>.<)0 and my classmates were actually quite surprised to see me talking so enthu to a guy. but come on man ... it's because we have a common topic to talk about ... or else i won't be able to strike a proper conversation. anyways, i'm not sure whether it's settled that i'm going to his house or vice versa, but still it would be quite weird if he were to be interested in coming to my house ... but i'm actually quite interested to see what his house looked like inside ... hehheh:D so anyways, march holidays are still a long way to come ... so i guess i can be good friends with him first before actually officially inviting him to my house ... \(>.O)/ besides i don't mind the extra company because my house always seem so empty when my parents are working, my brothers are in school and my grandparents are out shopping. ... ... ... ...haha^^ well that's all for today. toodles~ |
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Thursday, February 12, 2009 @ 4:41 PM MY PSP SLIM!
"the secret ingredient to my awesome cooking is ... love." - yuri
do visit my blog at http://www.forbiddenlov3-.blogspot.com/ for more manga updates or when i'm just bitching about other people. alright so i got to update what i've done for the past few days. yesterday, my class ended at 11.25am but i can only exit the school around 12.30pm. then my father fetched me to go and get my CARD. yea that's right. it's the CARD. the CARD that gives me the ultimate pleasure of shopping whereve i want to ... (as long as they accept the CARD besides cash) the queue is freaking long, but i tend to digress. haha:D the registering was short and sweet. my mother told me that i can max out the CARD for my 1st bank account, but my other bank account is off limits until i turn 20 years old ... which is like 3years from now^^ so anyways after getting the CARD, my father fetched me to buy my psp!!! and i did. well i bought the limited edition one, which costs slightly more ... *sweats* then i bought a black casing and usb and practically most of the applications. but the 2 shop owners were really kind. they were like joking with me about random stuff. like one of the shopkeeper told me he stayed back in primary school and secondary school like about half of his lifetime ... haha>< then the two guys were advising me how to take care of my psp and xbox 360 and make sure they're in tip top condition. then they also introduced me some of the really cool psp games. they also did tell me how to upgrade my psp software so that i can download those really high defnition games like final fantasy!!! so i practically stayed there for 2hours just crapping with them. it was really fun. haha>< then the shop owner came back and he, too, crapped about random stuff which was really funny. oh yea. i was thinking of buying an adapter which lets me connect to the plasma screen television to play. how cool is that?? but it only works for lcd/plasma screen television which i conveniently have 2 at home. hahah:D after getting my psp, i quickly went home to upgrade it so that i can play katekyo hitman reborn and other awesome games. at first i had a bit of complications because i was practically dumbfounded at how complicated a psp can be. then i called one of the shopkeepers, then he guided me along the way ... and now my psp has the latest upgrade and i can actually change the colour of the themes inside my psp. which is awesome! then i only downloaded one of the tales series and khr. but i was quite disappointed with the tales series, because the graphics looked weird ... tales of vesperia on my xbox 360 is still better:D i love my psp a lot and of course i'll bring it to school because there are a lot of unnecessary breaks in between my lessons and it is super boring to wait ... so i just whipped out my psp and play it while waiting! haha. of course if my classmates came over to talk to me, i won't like ignore him/her and continue playing. i'll just pause it or off it and talk to him/her. there is this guy in my class who also owns a modified psp. then he told me that his uncle helped him get lots of applications that upgraded his psp by a 1000x. then i was like "WOW!" then he asked me whether i wanted them, i was nodding my head furiously like some crazy shyte. then he actually said that he can help me ask his uncle to help me upgrade more applications inside for free!!!! i was like "THANK GOODNESS!" because you see, i asked help from christopher and well ... let's just say minor complications cropped up, so i was really thankful to my classmate for actually offering to help me even though it seems so complicated. thank you so much satish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he's a really nice guy:D just now in the canteen, i saw my handsome hawt senior strolling into the canteen ... and there was like this light which make my eyes dazzle ... haha:D but it looked like he was deep in his own thoughts. maybe he was stressed about his alvls? awwww.. i wish i could jump right in front of him and hugged him and say "everything is going to be alright!!!!" hahaha:D today while going home from school, i finished playing the arcade mode of khr using my darling tsuna!!!! heehee. then i unlocked quite a bit of stuff ... which i can't remember what because i was rushing down the bus. but then...the last boss was hard!!! stupid xanxus and his stupid far range attacks. so i had to keep running up to him and spamming the hard attacks. i love tsuna's zero point breakthrough 1st edition attack. he will like run up to the enemy and freeze him, and that takes off almost half the enemy's life. but that attack can only be executed when the hyper state gauge is full... hahaha>< so anyways, i had fun today in school, even though i slept halfway through economics class. haha>< i'm going off to play final fantasy now... toodles~ |
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Monday, February 9, 2009 @ 8:18 PM class orientation!!!
"our guild will be called the SUPER ULTRA COURAGEOUS BRAVES!" - karol
today was another round of orientation but this time is class orientation. i'm in class a12, subject combination - literature, maths, history and econs. okay to skip the minor details ... today we had to go back to east coast park for another round of orientation and now ... i've like blisters on both of my arms and it hurt like hell! the skin on my neck and face is like tearing and it's freaking ugly and irritating. now i look like i have 3 different skin colours. hahah so anyways today during class orientation (co for short), i met all my classmates and they were all nice people. i saw my ex.hildan mate so it was cool!!! haha:D there was this game during oc that we had to carry ourselves through this spiderweb looking thingy without touching the rope. then without thinking, one of my male classmate swept me off my feet like how a prince normally carry a princess ... and he helped me over the rope. then on the other side, another of my guy classmate helped me get down and i put my arms around him, then he was like hugging me so tightly!!! it's been a while since i last got close to a guy (i broke up with my boyfriend and now i'm like totally shy when a guy approaches me, not to mention carrying me princess style!!!) ... and i was like freaking paiseh lah, because i know i weigh a ton and he actually carried me that way ... oh so.. the rest of the co was like running along east coast park to different stations and even going further than that.. so it was like really crazy. then there was this part where we had to walk a distance which would takes us half and hour to get there, so one of my classmates (who was like super enthu) decided to hail a LORRY! and she was seen waving her hands like crazy and a lorry really did stopped and the very kind uncle gave us a lift!!! so cool right? hahaha^^ so i shall not talk about co le because talking about it makes my sunburnt skin itch more. anyways, i saw my hot senior again, but he was busy doing something and he didn't see me this time. there was this really serious look on his face which gave him an extra charm BOOST!! HAWT HAWT HAWT!! hahaha i'm like totally in love with him lor. he is like so manly ... so cute ... so hawt ... so sexy ... practically every thing that matches up to my expectations of my next boyfriend. haha:D i wish i was still with my og, so that i can see him around more often. hahah besides ... the president of the student council is like hawt too!!! ^^ there are actually a lot of hot guys around, most of them are seniors ... but there are some really handsome jc1s too. then i saw this mixed american guy, who is in the soccer team and apparently, i heard from my female seniors that he was freaking famous around the school, but his attitude is somewhat like kenneth koh of ahs. i wonder whether all hawt, famous and totally awesome guys act like that ... but my other hawt senior was rather friendly! oh how i wish i was in their class.. to be able to see such cute guys every day isn't such a bad thing... this will make me look forward to going to class.. hahah:D so anyways, i'll be getting my slim psp soon ... haha very soon!!! yay! i found this really good deal thanks to someone ... hahah and i'm going to get THAT card soon ... heehee you know .. THAT card which lets me spend money like crazy:D i just realised i've 2 bank accounts which have like a HUGE sum of money inside.. and i'm only allowed to use one. as the other one is just in case i'm going overseas to study etc ... i think this might be due to my great grandparents' heirloom which they passed down to my grandma. then it's like i heard from my grandma that one piece of small cloth, it costs around $200, and my grandma received many boxes of those cloths. not to mention jewellery passed down from generations which costs a lot of bombs. but those money are not for spending, my family can only use it on rainy days. which is a good plan, because i bet joshua will spend it all at once. he can spend $1000++ on 2 pieces of new years clothes lor. crazy guy. but he has two credit cards which i can totally understand ... well that's all for today:D toodles~ so anyways hawt guys rule! haha^^ |
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Sunday, February 8, 2009 @ 10:19 PM what ... the ... fuck ... ??
WHAT THE FUCK?????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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Saturday, February 7, 2009 @ 9:31 PM the end is the beginning of something new
"i'm just trying to be a realist here ... there is no such thing as everlasting happiness ..." - rita
this post has a tinge of sadness ... but i feel that this is for the best. i shall call this person xx. i did a bit of thinking today ... and realised that some times what i do can be quite outrageous and unfair towards xx. this person has been a really good friend to me, always there for me ... etc etc. last year ... i remembered that within one day, we will talk through sms for the entire day ... and i would always burst my sms limit just by talking to xx for just 3days. during the holidays, xx will come to my house most of the time playing xbox 360 or just talking crap. we would unlock really cool stuff in games which xx recommended to me. xx will also often send me lots of awesome pictures/music through bluetooth and xx seems like a really good friend. but then some times due to unforseen circumstances, we would get into an arguement and xx will always be the first one to apologise to me even though i blow my top really easily. ... ...then i realised that i've been the really unfair one. i'm always wanting things to go my way and xx will make it up to me some how or another ... i realised i'm becoming more spoilt as i continue to be with xx. so i've decided to end everything now and now. since this is my last weekend of freedom, i guess i don't really care the outcome of my decision because i will never see xx again ... you can say that i'm running away ... i don't care. as long as i can get far away from my outrageous outbursts which seem to happen when xx is still in my life. i'm not trying to blame xx for my current attitude.. i just have to say that xx is too kind and i bully xx most of the time ... thus i've become like that ... so actually it's my fault. and to make sure that i won't hurt xx anymore, "breaking all communications" with him is the best idea. (the phrase "breaking ties" just sound too harsh) i know that without me in xx's life, xx will be able to live as per normal ... since i'm not much significance in his life. i guess i should thank the heavens that i'm in a different school from him, which makes this so much easier than seeing him every day in school. and i'm getting a new phone soon so i guess i will be changing my number as well so that xx won't be able to communicate with me again ... this makes it a clean break. seriously it's not an easy decision but i think this is really the end because i don't want to unconsciously hurt xx anymore. (saying that i won't miss him is an obvious lie) but still, if i don't do this, i won't be able to get on with my life. i'm sure he has many other friends whom he can talk,laugh,joke and cry with ... even without me, his time won't just stop there. he can just rely on his other friends for their support. and this applies to me. i know i will miss xx, but i still have other friends who remain true to me despite the passing of time. i want to end off my note with an apology for xx - "i'm sorry for always bullying you all the time, but i know you have other friends to care for besides me. what happened during this weekend is inevitable but you are not the one at fault. it's me. so to make things better for you, i'm taking myself out of your life. so be grateful for this is the last time i'm doing a good favour for you. i'll pass your books to either one of your schoolmates and they will pass them to you. have fun going out with whoever tomorrow." well then .. now that i finish posting, i shall continue playing tales of vesperia! raven just looks so cute!!! kya~ "go to hell..." - yuri (ohmygawd, he looks totally hawt while saying that) |
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Friday, February 6, 2009 @ 9:51 PM sun-burnt!
"do it in hell ..." - yuri
today was the last day of orientation!!! wooooos~ it was the sea carnival at east coast park ... and today was such a hot day too. hahaha anyways i had lots of fun playing in the sea. and so many funny things happened today. there was this game called tug-of-war and it was played in the shores of the sea ... so it's like super fun! hahaha. and when the game started, my og was like chiong-ing with all our might to pull the rope. but since our bodies were like half-submerged in the water (alright for me it was around my boobs), it was hard to actually maintain balance when the current keeps pushing us about. then wymer and the guys behind me were like 1,2,3 pull!!! then wymer like totally fell into the ocean and i laughed my head off. hahaha;D besides that, one of my ogm, sze-chi volunteered to be burried in sand and so we all covered him with sand and it was super fun!^^ so anyways i was keeping my head up for quite some time, hoping i can see my hot, sexy, awesome senior at the beach ... maybe i could catch him half-naked in the sea ... (oops!) but then i only saw him once because he had to be with his jc2 class throughout ... so sad lor. alright, i shall keep the story short. all in all, i had lots of fun, but i got sun-burnt pretty bad. my arms, face and legs are all red and my arms hurt like hell. hahaha ... then a few guys representing the different ogs had this gladiator war on some platform in the sea . it seems quite fun with the guys whacking each other. the teachers and even the two vice-principals had a go on the platform, fighting to see who could balance better on the platform. hahaha ... the worse part of it all was that we had to do 4-5dances under the sun. but my favourite dance was none other than the whiney-whiney dance:D so anyways this evening was meant to be my school's mass dance parade at suntec city fountain. they will just dance around the fountain and it has been vjc's tradition for many years now. this is what i find rather cool about vjc because it seems that vjc is like the only creative, innovative and bold school. which makes me love vjc even more^^ but i didn't go today because my sun-burnt was so bad that i can't really move my body without feeling pain. XS so anyways the weekends are here! yay! i'm looking and not looking forward to it ... first of all, i'm looking forward to it because after one week of orientation, i'm pretty much exhausted to my bone ... and i think this weekend is the best way to regenerate myself before lessons officially commence. but then, i'm not really looking forward to it because my friend was like telling me how much he misses me ... but then due to some reasons, he's not going to meet me during this weekend ... so i was like "whatever lah." then because now that i got into vjc through the skin of my teeth, i've to work hard ... and my parents want me to be really serious in my work so i won't be able to go out until the march holidays and i guess this week is like my final weekend of freedom. and after telling this to my friend ... i guess he has other plans ... well i don't want to say much ... since this is my last week of freedom, i want to enjoy it to the max so i won't be bothered about such stuff anymore ... i shall just keep myself up with playing tales of vesperia, admiring my sexy guys inside the game ... or i can just keep myself up with reading lots and lots yaoi online or watching lots and lots of anime online ... since i'm single again, i guess being lonely isn't rare so i better get used to the idea ... lalalalalalala ... maybe during this weekend i can finally complete the tales of vesperia game all alone in my house:D well that's all for today. toodles~ |
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Thursday, February 5, 2009 @ 8:21 PM past, present, future?
"so after all that happened, it turns out the worst thing in the world is people ..." - raven (my favourite old man!)
IVANHOE SO PRO~ haha today was the 2nd last day for vjc orientation!!! so far for the past few days, i think i actually had fun! well, except for some parts like dancing ... hahaha. i don't really like dancing ... but i like the whineywhiney dance! *whiney whiney whiney woo!* the tribal dance wasn't half bad ... but i like the couple dance! ^^ well i partnered with a really enthu guy so it was like quite hiong for me ... and guess what?! wymer and his female partner actually went on the stage and did the part where they had to shake their chests and lean forward to each other ... i was like freaking shocked!!! o.o but he did a good job. hahah^^ today orientation was WET GAMES! man ... i forgot to bring my slippers so it was practically like hell! hahahXD then there was one game which the guys had to strip and seeing wymer strip was quite ... WEIRD ... hahah o.o PINK DOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the games were quite fun! :D oh yea ... during the couple dance, my extremely hawt and sexy senior was beside me again!!! and he was watching us dance .. then i felt so paiseh!!! hahaha kya~ man i wish i could just go up to him and say "I WANT YOU TO BE MY PARTNER FOR THE DANCE!!!" ... ... ... ... ... ... ... but of course i didn't do that ... -.-" i shall tell another incident with my all so sexy senior ... during the wet games ... i was walking around with my wet tshirt and i was laughing like some crazy girl when i turned my head around and i saw him looking at me laughing like crazy ... then i was like "ooopps." then he smiled again!! ohmygosh ... i tell you ... when he smile that time ... it's like heaven shining down upon me lor ... my heart will like beat super fast then i felt myself actually blushing!!! :3 ahhhh...my angel! hahaha ... i guess now i've new friends ... but of course i won't forget my old friends like eunice, adeline, felicia lim, rachel lim, leona, jeanette, rachel yeo and jasmine for being my TRUE friends!!! when i say true friends ... i really do mean true friends who are always there for me... giving me good advices and not lame advices. hahah:D well that's all for today ... toodles~ |
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Wednesday, February 4, 2009 @ 3:29 AM a sign of insomia
HOLY SHYTE!
I STILL CAN'T SLEEP! I'M SO GOING TO DIE DURING THE ORIENTATION WHICH IS STARTING IN 4HOURS TIME. SHYTE SHYTE SHYTE SHYTE SHYTE SHYTE SHYTE SHYTE SHYTE SHYTE. been up reading yaoi manga. been a few weeks since i last read one ... hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha ... kei nii-chan, i need your miraculous hug!! 0(>.<)0 not to forget sora nii-chan's really SOLID techniques of sleeping ... ^(-.-")^ off to bathe now ... toodles~ |
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@ 12:38 AM my superb, awesome, fantastic, marvellous, long update.
"i prefer dates who are a little less aggressive ..." - yuri from tales of vesperia.
(looks like christina won't make his cut) i'm getting my pay tomorrow ... sucks right? the stewpid manager like pushed back this date for like more than 1month le. at first he told me to collect my pay on a particular saturday about 1month+ ago. ok. i was going to get ready when he told me to come on monday instead. ok. i was bathing and everything when he told me to come on wednesday instead. ok. i was changed, bathed and ready to step out of the house when he told me the boss isn't around until the next week. ...fine. the next week arrived and i smsed him, said the boss out of town because of christmas, he will be back before chinese new year. ...fine. a few weeks before chinese new year, i smsed him again, he said the boss out of town because of chinese new year, wants my bank account number. ...fine. i give him my bank account number. then a few days later, i smsed him whether he had transferred the money over ... he said wait, this kind of transaction is a very long process. ... ...wth ... but nvm. i waited until after the chinese new year .. until the last day of january ... then i smsed him again. he said "please come on tuesday to collect your pay..." WHAT THE BLOODY FARK?! ... ... today is that faithful tuesday. my school orientation ended around 6pm. how do you expect a girl to go all the way to suntec city and back by herself? i told my mum what happened and guess what happened? well she got so pissed off, she asked for my manager's number and scolded him over the phone!! haha! but then, he still can blame me for not informing him earlier ... my mum scolded him for lying because i told him 1month and 2weeks earlier ... then she shouted and shouted and shouted until he finally gave up and decided that he would pass the money to my mother after she knocks off from her work. awesome~ so anyways ... update during the holidays. went out with felicia lim, rachel lim, eunice, adeline, christopher and leona to celebrate my birthday. yay! i wanna thank all of them for their really awesome gifts!!! (especially the cake! it was mmmmmmm-good) we actually wanted to go escape theme park but it was closed. so we decided to watch movie... but then most of them already watched most of the movies ... so we decided to rent movies to watch at my house. leona had this "SUPER" great idea of watching a korean horror movie "muoi" but throughout the show, she was the one who was hiding behind the pillow most of the time. i was freaking scared ... man ... the show freaked me out for a few days. then i distinctively remembered christopher screaming the loudest because he thought the ghost looked fugly. after the muoi show, felicia and rachel took off first. then the rest of us watched something uplifting, which was house bunny! hahah yay! then we ordered in macs and my father wanted to give them all a treat. we decided to eat the cake around 9pm? it was DELICIOUS. absolutely FANTASTIC. i was really touched by their gestures such as these. at first i thought that they would not want to come along and celebrate because we celebrated on the 30th, which was the day when they posted us our school. and it was so close to the end of the holidays, i thought they would want to stay at home and prepare or something. but they still took the time off to actually celebrate with me. so i'm really happy and grateful towards them^^ thank you adeline, christopher, eunice, felicia, rachel and leona. for such memorable moments before school starts. hahaha on the 28th of january was the official birthday celebration which was with my family. i invited my awesome cousins but only one made it. gloriannnnnnnnnnnneeeeeeeeeeee~ she's a really fun person to be with. (SLURPEE is like our logo man!) so anyways we had fun just talking over dinner (which was pizzas and noodles) and over the cake which my parents bought for me. DARK CHOCOLATE FANTASIA~ i love dark chocolate!! thus i found the cake absolutely mouth-watering. thank you grandpa, grandma, daddy, mummy, joshua (?!), jueral and glorianne for making that day a fun day! and of course thanking God for giving me life ... or else i won't be able to celebrate any birthdays!!! *sobs* before my birthday, it was the chinese new year. well i got to flaunt off my gothic attires ... and this year i have a new addition to my gothic family of clothes! she is a beautiful kimono whom i will name her "kimo". my relatives all said i looked more like a japanese rather than a chinese which i take it as a compliment (i guess?) ... but then i still can't speak an ounch of japanese fluently so i guess i can't make the cut. hahaha got the same number of redpackets (i'm not complaining!) but some of them had more money in it than usual (yay!). so anyways visiting was pretty normal ... until the part where this driver honked at my father while he was alighting my family at the carpark. it was like that driver was freaking impatient. so i pointed the middle finger at the bitch in the car who was staring at me ... and her eyes grew huge with shock like this O.O but i couldn't care less ... the last house we visited was my father's 2nd (or was it 3rd? ...) elder sister. she lived in a condo and her house was the nicest!!! it had a wii console, an xbox 360 etc ... her kids are practically adults and her son is getting married soon. so that means my cousin is getting married ... WOAH~ so anyways the adults were watching IP man when the kids (i don't exactly count my 20years old cousin as a kid but i'm still one so it's alright^^) took over the television and we started playing wii. oh yea a little side note: my elder brother went out the previous night to play mahjong with his friends and came home around 6am in the morning, thus he was unable to attend the visitations, thus landing him with lesser redpackets. muahahah ... so anyways i'm still aiming for a PS3 and not a wii console, despite my cousins going gaga over them. now is to update my school life in 2009. i'm now in VICTORIA!!! ouuusss~ ok. anyways the past 2 days of orientation totally make me crumble to my feet with fatigue. the seniors there are like ... AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SUPER ENTHU! and i'm like ... wooooooooaaaaaaahhhhhh so not enthu .... but then i managed to participate in the cheers today despite me not knowing what to say. i'm in IVANHOE OG!! subgroup IV3 ... same as the guy who told the very lame talking frog joke to samuel on the days of our olevels english oral ... want another hint? alright ... the one who likes to act cool and the one whom yingzhi thinks is hawt?? (i'm not sure about that one though LAWL) alright alright .. he is none other than wymer tan blahblah ... (woooooo) surprisingly i never knew him for the talking type (with a few exceptions like samuel), but he actually talked to the ppl in my OG. MAJOR SHOCK. and i never knew yihan for the cheering type and i actually SAW him cheering (not really enthu but still ...) another MAJOR SHOCK. ahbu aka jeanette hoo yan ting was in the same OG as me, but different sub group. i also saw terie! and ahs student council president ... jia-something ... saw jasper, yile, jasmine, javine ... and who else arh? can't remember. so anyways i'm glad at least i know some ahs ppl.. oh yea.. another side note ... there is this senior in my school who is like freaking cool!! he seems really handsome, enthusiastic, outgoing, friendly, hilarious and really really full of life. he is simply sexy!!! hahah but i shall not name him .. hahahaha. but ... that time he caught me staring at him (i hope i don't have one of those "wahh he so handsome ..." kind of look on my face when he saw me ... paiseh) and then you know what happened next?!?!?!?! he smiled then he like waved at me leh!!! hahahaha SUGOI DESUUUUUUU~ but still ... i felt very paiseh ... at least during the orientation i still managed to catch glimpse of him running about with his og. then today ... when the freshman were gathering in the hall for some talk ... unknowingly he sat behind me leh!!! kya~ at first i didn't know ... then i was like talking to my og friend about really lame stuff ... then i heard a really deep voice behind me .. then i turned around and saw him!!!! i was like "OHMYGAWD!" at first i thought it was wymer (bec i was sitting beside him) but it turned out to be that hot senior!! so i was practically panicking in my heart. (i hoped he didn't catch me dozing off during the earlier part of the talk ... ... ...) but anyways when i turned behind and saw him, he smiled again!! my heart was fluttering ... but i guess maybe he smiled because i'm a freshman and he was just acting friendly??? hahaha never mind!!!! then then then during some dance rehearsal, he was like super near me lor, like only 2-3 ppl apart ... so i didn't dare to try out the dance steps ... if do the wrong steps then super PAISEH!! but then if don't do the dance steps, then ppl will mistake me for ... ANTI-SOCIAL ... or a PARTY-POOPER etc. so i was like hesitating to do the dance steps which make me look more like a fool. hahaha (then he like caught me so many times staring at him ... so i must stop staring at him ... -.-") so anyways this marks the end of my post (YAY!!!) hahaha toodles~ one of my most favourite scenes from tales of vesperia ... teehee "i'm so going to kick your ass ..." - yuri "no no no, i'm so going to kick YOUR ass ..." - flynn "oh ... you've done it!!!" - yuri i prefer it to be like this ... the battle for the place of SEME! "i'm so going to enter your ass ..." - yuri "no no no, i'm so going to enter YOUR ass ..." - flynn "oh ... you've done it again flynn! i'm going to make your ass hurt!!!" - yuri |
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