 Friday, January 23, 2009 @ 2:40 AMshopping?
listening to: the devil's trill sonata
by: vanessa mae source: yami no matsuei insert mood: tired... ohmygosh.. this song is freaking nice.. i'm suddenly into violins/classical music!! hahaha>< so anyways ... about the incident that made me pissed a few days ago ... well ... i'm actually still pissed off at that person ... but he seem to be repentent ... so i just patted him on the head and forgave him ... such an innocent expression .. i can't seem to hate him!!!! but i did warn him not to get me angry like this again or else i will make sure i will unleash hell upon him and i do mean what i say... update for today. went out with euncie, adeline and christopher today. supposed to do chinese new year shopping but i didn't buy anything in the end ... sobssobs eunice bought this really nice checkered skirt and wanted to buy a blouse to match with it. so we went to many stores until she found one which she liked. but then we decided to go elsewhere to see whether other shops sold such stuff. then adeline bought her vest and a shirt:D i just tagged along because what i wanted to buy is actually something like gothic punk. after walking around in bugis street for a while ... we went to fareast plaza where we went to blood+romance and haru/haru goth and the GUY tending the haru goth shop tied two ponytails (according to christopher) all i took note of was his huge lip piercing and probably some of his ear piercings and his really ahbeng way of speaking. the selections there are nice but i still prefer stuff from blood+romance. well i think i made the salesgirl pissed off because i was trying on so many clothes .. but didn't buy anything in the end. bec the gothic shirt which caught my eye was like 99bucks!! i was like o.o that's freaking ex. but the design looks super nice. it has a hoody and it's like half white, half black:D but then another gothic dress caught my eye but i didn't bring out much money with me so i decided to get some more money from my mother/father so that i can buy that dress:D after walking about in fareast plaze, we went back to bugis to eat dinner. i ate the usual omelette rice with curry and chicken chop (which was freaking filling!). then we went back to the shop to buy eunice's shirt and we managed to convince eunice under 2minutes to buy a bowtie to complete her entire school-girl look^^ then on the way back, we talked lots of crap in the mrt which i can't remember... hahah>< and then at home ... naturally ... i had to play TALES OF VESPERIA. my sexy raven awaits me!! hahah>< oh i've started reading the manga fairytail which was recommended by christopher and adeline. and it's freaking nice!! hahah:D i love a guy in there called gray... he's super handsome but he has a weird habit of stripping down to his boxes randomly. let's just say it's a habit which he had from young. hahah>< but then seeing his sexy body from time to time sure is not a bad idea.. wahahah:D toodles~ ohyea.. i finally found the theme song from the devil may cry 4 game ... but the lyrics are really highly-strung!!! it can actually make me depressed!!! lol..here is the lyrics! the song is called shall never surrender ... shall never surrender the time has come and so have i i'll laugh last cause you came to die the damage done~the pain subsides and i can see the fear clear when i look in your eye. i never kneel and i'll never rest you can tear the heart from my chest i'll make you see what i do best i'll succeed as you breathe your very last breath. now i know how the angel fell [just kneel] i know the tale and i know it too well [just bow] i'll make you wish you had a soul to sell [soul to sell] when i strike you down and send you straight to hell. my army comes from straight within beneath my soul-beneath my skin as you're ending, i'm about to begin my strength~his bane~and i'll never give in. i'll tell you now i'm the one to survive you never break my faith or my stride i'll have you choke on your own demise i'll make the angel scream, and the devil cry. my honoured brethren (x2) we come together (x2) to unite as one (x2) against those who are damned (x2) we show no mercy (x2) for we have none (x2) our enemy shall fall (x2) as we apprise (x2) to claim our fate (x2) now and forever (x2) we'll be together (x2) in love and in hate (x2) they will see. we'll fight until eternity. come with me, we'll stand and fight together. through our strengthe, we'll make a better day tomorrow we shall never surrender (x4) [whisper] we shall never surrender (x2) ___________________________________ lol pretty emo right? i mean the beginning of the song is pretty heavy on the lyrics and stuff like that .. and it begins with a very heavy rock music starring off on electric guitars.. but the part where "they'll see, we'll fight until eternity ..." and until the end.. the song is gentle and smoothing which has a totally nice melody to it:D |
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Tuesday, January 20, 2009 @ 9:04 PM freaking pissed
listening to: nothing
by: nothing mood: freaking pissed (warning: this post contains lots of vulgarities and unforseen anger issues. please do not proceed if one does not wish to faint of a heart attack.) to that "special" someone ... you've done a really good job in pissing me off ... i've never felt so pissed off in my entire 16years and 20 days of living ... but due to certain circumstances ... i shall keep that person as anonymous ... and about what anonymous did ... i shall not post it here so that i won't flare up and destroy the laptop. if you think that i'm always so quick to forgive/apologise even if i'm not in the wrong ... you are GRAVELY mistaken!! i know the bible says forgive your brethrens 77x7 times as God has forgiven you ... but this time ... i know i have let God down because i can't seem to forgive this person at all!! i'm always so sick of people asking me whether i'm angry when clearly they have done something that anger me ... it's like they are oblivious to how i feel and still has the nerves to tell me to "sweep the incident under the carpet" despite being the ones who have wronged me. what the hell lah! examples are like what personA says something insulting to me and when i get angry ... personA says "don't be like that leh. don't be angry lah." i wanted to shout back "you can bloody, f*cking kill me, a**hole!!" but then i chose the other one instead ... "no lah, i'm not angy." i realised that slowly as i continued to bottle my anger instead of letting it loose ... i seem to be losing lots of sleep gradually ... every time i let them go instead of confronting them about what i'm angry about ... well that thing is freaking killing me now. i'm not trying to wrong anybody here ... i don't want a bloody f*cked-up situation to happen later so i will try to stop using the f-word from the next sentence onwards .... (ironic) so now ... i want to tell that wonderful, awesome, delightful person for finally getting on my nerves... you burst my happiness bubble!! congratulations.. and for that, your special prize is that i will definitely cut all my ties with you from now onwards until you learn your mistake ... and i DO MEAN WHAT I SAY ... well.. i know people will think who am i talking about ... well i can't say.. but everybody has a conscience right?? 1) well, if your conscience is clear, you feel light-hearted, that means you are not the one ... 2)if your conscience is guilty, you feel a burden on your chest, that means it could be you. 3)if your conscience is blur ... you don't know what to do, you don't know whether it's you or not ... then go jump off the building ... then you will be able to read my mind from then onwards ... and i don't want anybody to come smsing/emailing/posting on my tagboard saying, "OHMYGOD is it me?? ohman.. did i do anything wrong??" that means you fall in the 3rd category ... well if you are the person who made me mad but still dare to say this on my tagboard, "ohmy, i wonder who is it that made you angry.. but whatever it is.. don't be angry ..." i will totally flipped and seriously the end of the world will come for that person... so please don't make me mad anymore ... i will have high blood pressure if you continue with your lousy, stuck-up attitude ... (ps if you don't know what to say, then don't. or you can always talk about the weather...) and i don't mind people encouraging me or cheering me up, because they clearly know that it wasn't them who made me angry ... but if the person who made me angry dares to cheer me up despite him being the one in the wrong ... i'm really really gonna get pissed up. ohmy did i just say 'him'? i meant 'personA'. pls lah personA ... don't be a total stuck-up for the rest of your life ... get a life man!!! |
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Sunday, January 18, 2009 @ 12:17 AM wow
listening to: ash like snow
by: the brillant green source: gundam 00 op6 mood: happy~ today ... i went to church with my cousin, glorianne and my younger brother, jueral. she is finally back from LA!! finally!! church was really nice. it's a really nostalgic feeling though ... whenever i'm in church .. i would feel this feeling of peace and serenity in my heart. NO EXAGGERATIONS!! the surmon was short and sweet and i took down some notes in my sort of new/old notebook... hahaha then when i was walking out of the auditorium with my cuzzy and jueral, an old friend approached us and he said it was a long time since he last saw me then he asked me a lot about how i was doing etc.. haha at least somebody remembered me ... ... .... lmao then my father fetched jueral and i home ... but glorianne turned down my offer of a free ride ... *sobssobs* anyways ... yesterday my elder brother bought an iphone with his own pocket money!!!! i was so freaking pissed .. hmph.. hahaha. this shows the vast difference between my pocket money and his .. so it's like sooooooo unfair... *grumbles* then i saw his credit card bill thingy and he had already spent $300 in one week ... i was like O.o what the hell?!?!?!?! his previous phone was a htc phone which was bought by his own pocket money too.. and his phone is still working well ... and he HAD to buy a new one .. an iphone no less to piss me off ... and my sonyericsson phone is like dying ... *grumbles* tomorrow is cake appreciation day!!! so i will be going out with christopher to eat some cake ... hahah^^ then jueral and i will be going to buy housebunny the dvd!! hahah hilarious:D |
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Thursday, January 15, 2009 @ 12:21 AM more pictures!
listening to: soup
by: miyano mamoru source: gundam 00 setsuna character song mood: tired~ i can't resist!!! i downloaded a whole lot of pictures on final fantasy versus xiii... and of course most of the pictures were of noctis lucis caelum. do visit the miscellaneous section to check out those pictures. i even downloaded some final fantasy agito xiii pictures for yingzhi to see whether she will like it on her psp:D but for sure.. i'm going to get the original version of final fantasy xiii because lightning is just too cool^^ i love noctis lucis caelum<33333 //////// |
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Wednesday, January 14, 2009 @ 6:38 PM new final fantasy!!!!!
   check this out!! the latest version of final fantasy on ps3!!! |
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Tuesday, January 13, 2009 @ 9:16 PM olevels results ...
listening to: soup
by: miyano mamoru mood: happy! so yesterday was the day where we received our olevels results. i was so nervous the other night that i couldn't sleep at all ... by the time i slept, it was already 4plus in the morning. tension practically filled up the air when i arrived at ahs ... clammy hands and jlittery feelings ... well i would say it was no easy task to make me calm my nerves down. tried to push all the negative thoughts away by chatting up with my friends ... then dr.boon talked and talked and talked ... then it's time to give up the results ... well some people broke down at first and this really made me shake in my shoes ... ... ... ... -.-" then when it was my turn ... the warmth in my hands literally left my body ... this was how nervous i was. then when i received my results ... my hands were shaking when mr.poh and mrs.mohan shook my hands.. then mr.poh said i did quite well.. but i didn't want to believe him... you should know you can't never believe what mr.poh says ... ... ... hahaha so anyways ... after minusing the bonus points i have ... i realised i can enter vjc.. so now i have another choice to consider ... and all this jc stuff is making me confused ... the point of this post is that i want to thank my family for their support during the period which i was really stressed out. another thing ... i want to thank God for his grace and He really helped me through this tough time even though i'm not worth it ... then i want to thank my friends for studying with me when olevels were arriving ... and i want to thank many of my classmates for making the classroom such a lively environment to study in .. even though it was kind of noisy (actually it's me who makes the most noises) and teachers seemed to be angry with my class ever now and then, i still think it was fun:D this morning ... when i was still sleeping, my mother smsed me from her work place, saying that daddy and her were really happy with my results and they wished me the best in life, hoping i would choose the path which suits me the best ... well that really encouraged me a lot:D thanks guys!! heehee:D so anyways that's all for today. toodles~ btw ... my birthday is coming!!!<3 |
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Tuesday, January 6, 2009 @ 10:58 PM returning the favour
listening to: alterna
by: sug mood: -_-" lolx.. just to return the favour to christopher who has been ever so kind to me as to lend me 10 of his katekyo hitman reborn manga all at once and other stuff which i can't remember - i've found some yamamoto pictures on the webby so i thought you might want them ... but i don't know whether you've already got them ... well that's all to it. toodles~ p.s there's more which i haven't uploaded yet because my computer is lagging a lot ... so i'll post them another day. |
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@ 2:00 AM updating my life~
listening to: ring a bell
by: bonnie pink source: tales of vesperia english op lol the reason why i haven't been posting is because ever since i got new xbox 360 games, i've been playing them non-stop. heehee>< so far i've got a fair number of games ranging from rpg to arcade-type... well the first two games i got were free which were lego:indiana jones, and kungfu panda(which i finished within two nights) then i bought the game which i've been wanting to lay my hands on, which was devil may cry4. my friends all think i obsessed too much with sexy nero and dante in the game. LOL but anyways the gameplay seems kind of easy at first but along the game, it gets harder and harder. nero is a fairly easy player to use, but once you get to use dante... oh man, he's one tough dude to control. but their fighting styles are awesome and both of them are super powerful especially after upgrading their skills and memorizing how to execute them at the perfect moment. i'm glad i managed to unlock some achievements like getting the SSS rank which is the best rank ever!!! hahah><>  the next game was an rpg game which scored quite well on MY chart. haha. it was teusty bell: eternal sonata; chopin's dream or something like that. i managed to go quite far within 3 days of non-stop playing. the graphics are nice and anime-ish and the japanese seiyuus are awesome. but the cut-scenes of this game can last until 15-25 mins of my time ... yeesh ... they talk too much ...  the next two games i bought were fable2 and dead or alive4 (platinum hits). fable 2 was an awesome game which i had already played the first one. there were more expressions which i can use and getting married was a more simple task here. my younger brother can join in the game with me as the 2nd player and we get to do quests together. warning! jueral and i love to use the vulgar thrust expression and the middle finger at people we hate. hahah. and we also get to kill particular people whom we deem unfit for society (literally!). the gameplay really reflects decisions we go through in real life, like whether we should be good or evil. and every decision we make will alter our fate (or something like that). we also get to have sex with ppl of the same or different gender. we can even hire prostitutes to have fun with. we can also decide whether to use protection or not. if we don't use you-know-what, our character can get STDs. so anyways, the graphics looked better and my favourite place is castle fairfax, which i had already bought it from a million bucks. but the sad thing about it is that the gameplay was REALLY short. there were many quests but then ... the main storyline seems like they were lacking some stuff from the 1st game. sad .. but still worthwhile to play:D  dead or alive4 has already been on my shopping list ... and thank goodness they came out the platinum hits. so anyways. dead or alive4 seems to have slight alterations like the life gauge and more attack combinations for each character. there are new characters and i simply adore one of them ... he is none other than a blondie from britain - eliot:D this game also seem to have a lot of moaning, groaning and screaming whenever the player gets hit or gets KNOCKED OUT. the counter attack combination seems slightly difficult to achieve, but this game is AWESOME ... IF you take out the main boss of the storyline for ninjas and that stupid brad wong. sorry i'm digressing here. well if you don't mind fighting a jelly clone of kasumi (one exiled ninja) who seems to have a hell of attack power. her throws are like WHAT-THE-HELL and one of them can minus half of your life off your chart. and the jelly monster seems to be able to teleport wherever she wants to. fighting her is a pain in the ass.... -.-" another disappointing thing about this game is that the lack of costumes for everybody. in DOA 2, there were like a max of 20 costumes and min of maybe around 8? but DOA4 simply has not enough costumes for me to ogle at ... especially my darling eliot and hayabusa ... ... ... i guess the creators don't want us to fight with jelly-freak so many times, thus the shortage of costumes. but anyways this game is super nice to play. well it's fun to see leona getting trashed by christopher. nyahaha masochist!  after that, thanks to christopher introducing me to a new game, i bought myself tales of vesperia ... which is a REALLY AWESOME KICK-ASS GAME WHICH I TOTALLY LOVE!! pity though .. it's in english. i wished i could hear the japanese voice-actors because one of my MOST ULTRA FAVOURITE VOICE ACTORS is voicing a character in the game ... his name is miyano mamoru btw!!! <333333333333333333333> anyways this game really reminds me of final fantasy.. but it adopts a more anime-ish style which makes it nicer actually>< the graphics are really awesome and the characters are stunning. the storyline starts off with a simple young adult yuri who wanted to help the peasants achieve a higher standing to be treated equally by those above them like the nobles, at the same time, retrieve something that was rightfully theirs. so he sneaked into the upper quarter and tried to find out who stole the item, therefore stumbling upon a beautiful yet densed princess called estellise. and they set on off a journey with the same goals in mind. along their journey, they met with other people who too wanted to change the world into a better place. besides that, a beautiful romantic relationship takes place between the ex-knight, yuri and the princess, estellise. even though they are worlds apart, they seem to understand each other more than they can ever imagine, thus blossoming a beautiful friendship which in turns shaped into something more complex and special in their hearts. some of the cutscenes are hilarious while others might sparked something romantic ... anyways this game is really worth every cent i paid for :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD  the very last game i bought which was on sale .. is battle fantasia, from the creators of guilty gear, a game which i played on xbox. this game is beautiful, stunning and absolutely fun ... but the achievements which i have to unlock to gain points is utterly proposterous. besides that, this game also utilizes anime-style and thank goodness it's in japanese!!! hahah><>anyways .. the graphics are nice and it's really fun to play different styles of attacks which each characters uses. the characters look stunning (except for some -.-") and the gameplay is awesome!!!   KYA~ the picture on top is ashely loveless from battle fantasia!! such a cute, hawt, seductive, sexy, curvy guy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my ultimate wish for a boyfriend!!<3333333333333333> this is the reason why i can't seem to do anything else except to PLAY MY HEART OUT!!!!!!!!!! kya~ anyways here is update what i've been doing today. went out with christopher ... went to bugis for dinner. i ate something like curry rice with omelette with chicken chop well his is a sausage. don't know what's the deal with him and sausages ... weird ... o.o so anyways we walked along and did some window shopping ... then we met our worst nightmare .. QB! OHMYGAWD. it was like HORRID! GAWD i hope she didn't see me... ... ... then when we went home, well one of my weird friends contacted me and what happens next is not to be told to the ears of the public... hehehe. well now toodles~ hope i dream of ashley loveless from battle fantasia ... btw, ashley is not a girl!!! and i'm not lesbian!!! BTW, i pierced my right ear one more time to those BITCHES out there who mistook me for something else ... gah .. |
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